Okay, it has been awhile, a long while.  I have a terrible habit of starting something with good intentions, then 10 mins pass and I have completely forgot about it.  I am trying to change that, so I am back and I have a mission.  Several things have changed since i was last on here.  I went out and got a job.  It had been four months and the guilt still gets me.  Maggie and Finn will both be starting school soon and I feel I went back to work to soon.  I am going to miss two to three years of mom and babies time.  It hurts when I think about it, but it is done now and I am dealing with it the best I can.  Aaron and I have finally decided to start building our house on the farm.  Don't get me wrong, I appreciate everything his parents have done but we need out of their house. :)  So between our kids, my job, and our new housing adventure I should have a lot to talk about.  Also I bought P90X two months ago, so maybe that you now know I will actually start it..hahaha.  Look forward to sharing my stories and pictures.  I hope you enjoy them.