Baby girl and I at Rorys Sip and See

Long night

Had a bad attack last night...still feeling jittery today.  Feeling light headed and hoping it just allergies.

I have decided after weeks of contemplating that I will not send Maggie to preschool this year.  She is only four and I think all day every day is too much. I might be acting selfish but that's fine.  She can start next year.

We went to signed Maggie up for preschool last night.  Where is time going? I don't know if I am ready for this, my heart hurts just thinking about it.  Will she find friends? Will I be able to handle the petty and mean fights girls have?  Yes, this is all about me!

Side note, I went to have chest xrays done last night.  I have lung congestion I just cannot get rid of, every possible bad scenario is going through my head.

Garden

Updated picture of our garden...the fall crop is popping up!